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i feel weak, i feel sad, i feel like crying. i cannot share my emotions with anyone. i want to move mountains. i want to achieve something but do not know the way. actually, i have lost my way. i look at passers by and envy them. they have a purpose which i lack. they have companions which i dont. i feel guilty for being like this. i have a desire to do so much. i want to find out what should i do. i have lost all hope. i am kind-hearted. i am compassionate. i have a passion but for what?