Saturday, December 18, 2010

thats what the nineteen year old me wrote









most of the times, people call me "cute". people say that i am attractive. my mother says that i am likely to succeed. people have blind faith in me. i would rather say that i am a creative person and have my own rules to live life. i am choosy about whom should i be with. i have a weakness for fragrances. i like to treat everyday as a festival. i have another weakness which is bright hues. i do a lot of things to stay energised throughout the day.i like to eat some chocolate when i am low. i love to "make up". people call me nerd. i don't like the idea of self-praise but i cant help it. i have surfed through up and downs and now i can call myself matured. i dont believe in things like falling in love. i am a happy single. i am obsessed with my hair. i am spiritually inclined. i prefer being classy than trendy.



well, i don't get along with most of the people around. i am unusual, quirky and wacky. i like challenges and casual debates. i dont like to follow the set rules. people copy my style and whatever they can. according to me, i am as rare as diamonds. i am also outrageous. its not easy to admit but i have insecurity issues which demand love every now and then. i hate sarcasm.


i am a hard-core perfectionist and dont like compromises. many people call me a mean girl or evil. though i tend to have revengeful feelings but never mind. worldly norms dont mean a thing to me. i dont mind making fun of myself. i like to lead a healthy lifestyle. i am well-determined to do whatever i want. i am down-to-earth and clean. i love the night and the morning. say, dusk and dawn. i love growing roses. i am a pure soul. i like to study my subjects. i like painting. i am satisfied with my life. i dont party. i like solitude every now and then. i am into philosophy.



i tend to feel guilty often. i like to help others. i have always been treated like a princess at home. i love cars and nail paints. i cant resist purple nails. i like to appreciate art. i am attracted to colors and detailing. i like to wear different types of fabric. moreover, i love referring to fashion magazines. i like white dresses. apples are my favourite fruit. i dont mind exotic things at all. i like to order and make people work. with good company, i dont mind travelling. but i cant stand stupid people.



i like to pen down my feelings. i am caring enough for myself. i dont make friends easily but if i do then it is for life. my friends find me fun to be around. it may be because i hate monotony and try to do new stuff. i do and speak whatever i want to without giving consideration to others. i am sympathetic towards aged people. i can truly understand the pain others feel. i am brave and like to be independent. i have no hard feelings towards anything. i am patient for the things i really want.


i am not into things like marriage. i dont want to live a boring life. i feel that everyone should be inspired by fictional character and try to live king-sized. well, i dont know if i am a modern girl or not. i try to take out the best out of the old and new.



i am in love with words. i can be impulsive about it.



i am a true Scorpio woman. i believe in mental strength. i am passionate about my beliefs and like to make changes. i am responsible. red is my favourite colour.



i love music. i like "breathe" by Anna nalick. i really admire Gwen stefani. Kelly clarkson is one of my favourite singers. i dont mind grooving to the tunes by timbaland. also, i like Amy winehouse, rihanna, avril lavigne, Sara bareilles, U2, Hilary duff, Christina aguilera , etc.

i love to watch dedicated actors like abhishek bachhan and beautiful ones like Penelope Cruz.



i love Chinese food, reading, ice-cream, mountains, birds, etc. i am not brand-conscious. i like tiny artefacts. i like to do yoga. i love being with funny people. i cannot resist beautiful ornaments. i love to take photographs. i am a feminist. i love the colour yellow. i cannot live without having cakes every week. and footwear is what i crave for. i like abstract designs. i am drawn towards Edward Cullen.

this is just a rough draft. i need to work out more on this.

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